It just doesn't feel right. It doesn't feel fair. It's so weird to say, but I've felt like this basically the last two months - I don't think this is how things were supposed to go. I still can't quite reconcile reality.
When I read that she had been taken to the hospital, I knew. There had been a slight shred of hope with Carrie, especially when whoever had released on Monday that she was "stable," even though of course that actually means nothing. But when I read that about Debbie, I knew if it wasn't that day, it would be that week. The only silver lining, I guess, is that I don't think she would have made it very long anyways with Carrie gone, so at least she wasn't in pain.
I finally went to see Rogue One on Friday, and I legit cried for the entire last half-hour of the movie, and came close to sobbing at the end - which was great, since the lights came up right after!
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I finally went to see Rogue One on Friday, and I legit cried for the entire last half-hour of the movie, and came close to sobbing at the end - which was great, since the lights came up right after!