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kungfuwaynewho) wrote2012-02-09 08:43 pm
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Apparently it's just "ask questions about Babylon 5 on the internet" day today.
Here it is! Mila knew exactly what I was talking about; four for Mila.

In other B5 fandom news, I am trucking along on the next chapter of Alma Mater. In doing the WIP meme, I found that I had written about 1000 words on Chapter Nine before just abandoning it. When did I post Chapter Eight? In February of 2011. :| So THAT'S a horrible thing to do with a WIP, for real. My goal is to finish it up this weekend to have ready to post next week - we'll see how it goes. I'm really happy with it so far, and had an
(Sometimes I think about how I am not only writing a high school AU, I am writing an epic novel-length high school AU, and I just have a "look at your life, look at your choices" moment.)
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But...John dies. And it makes me so sad; I don't think it would be quite so bad if I didn't know that Delenn lives another eighty years after that.
Most of my ways to fix this center on John going to Z'ha'dum. Sometimes I just think of ways to make him not go - he tells Anna to fuck off; she never shows up at all; the argument he has with Delenn goes differently and he stays; she goes with him and somehow that changes things; he jumps but his inner Kosh saves him someway (IDK); Lorien fixes him without any of the bullshit 20 years thing; he finds a shuttle to take him back into orbit as the nuke drops. I have so many!
I mostly like the ones where he actually makes a choice between Anna and Delenn. The show itself kind of cops out there - Anna's a Shadow agent, really, the actual Anna is dead, and John figures that out pretty much immediately, and there's no choice to be made. But he still doesn't tell Delenn he loves her until after he finds out. So mostly I like thinking of an Anna that's returned without being a Shadow agent, who is either working for them fully consciously because she believes in them - which is kinda what JMS wanted to do, I think, the same with the Garibaldi storyline in S4, but it's easier to make these people not really under their own control. We can't hate them for their choices then; it's not their fault. (Cop out!) At this point it just becomes kind of a silly fantasy about John and Delenn's epic love overcoming everything else.
So yeah, sorry for the essay. It's dumb, I know, and there's not really a story there which is why it's just in my head and not something I'd ever write.
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It's so pity, how much i always want to write, but language, language, language! So limit myself to a few sentences)