Oh, no, it's not like I don't enjoy it at all. I do get a deep satisfaction from it. When I get a scene right, a line of dialogue, a description that just hits the spot. The feeling of creating something. I'm rather good at it, and I know it, and I want to get even better. I love all of that. It's just not - fun. Fun is watching movies or reading Stephen King novels. Writing is more like meditation or reading Samuel Johnson: it's something I need, something I want, something that's part of me - and yet I have to push myself to do it.
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If that makes any sense at all.