Yes, I think part of the problem for me is that I tend to put pressure on myself even when I don't have to. Wordcounts and deadlines and whatnot. I'm beginning to think it's because I was taught not to trust myself, but that's a whole other story.

Although I still have trouble with the "fun" aspect. For me, it's a bit like meditation: I started doing it because I thought it would be good for me. At first I couldn't stick with it, because it's not exactly "fun", but now I've built a habit and I miss it when I can't do it. I still don't think of it as "fun" though.