Oh man, I understand that 100%. I tend to write fiction longhand and academic things on my laptop. But lately, I've been trying not to waste so much paper, which often leads to me either writing fiction in my academic voice, or just sitting there staring at the empty page. I think you probably just need to figure out what leaves you with more productive time: staying home and typing with a lot of breaks, or going elsewhere and writing longhand first. I mean, no matter how much time you save by doing it the 'quick' way, it's all for nothing if you can't get out any words, right?

Neeever apologise. Any thought vomiting is welcome. Actual vomiting, now that not so much.